Is there such a thing as the safest place in the planet? Hmmm. I guess there isn't, but I would love to be able to provide that with my family. When I was in High School and learned that I have cervical problem, I knew that I wanted to be a Mother. I was afraid of this "what if's" negativity of not to be able to conceive. That is why, maybe, I can't really focus on the things that I also love because, I am pre occupied of the fact that I have problems. And now that I am already a mother after trying to conceive for almost 9 years now, still, I have so many troubles. I love traveling, the main reason why this blog was created. I also love food while traveling (who doesn't?) Recently, I have episodes of panic attacks which is something normal. But this was different, and based on my analization, I am suffering from panic disorder. You can blame my hormonal imbalances (from previous pregnancy) or maybe, I am just a freak and paranoid. I was already paranoid with my first son, and it got worst with my second child. I am trying not to think of negative things but what can I do? I am a mother who doesn't want her children to get hurt or to suffer. Now my problem is, I don't even know if I can fly airplane again, and ride a boat. I would love to be able to travel with my kids in the future. I even want to bring them to Boracay or Hongkong but how? With my condition right now, I guess, only God knows when will I conquer this episodes. Sometimes, riding a car or tricycle or jeepney is already an agony to me. It is hard, but I want my life back. I want to be able to do the things I love to do. So my question is, is there such a thing as THE SAFEST PLACE ON EARTH? Because I would love to have that and make sure that my family is there and enjoying every second of it.